Anonymous asked: You're loved and appreciated. I love your blog, it's brilliant and you seem like a wonderful and strong person. I don't know why these things happen, who knows if they make us stronger, prepare us for anything or whatever. But somehow we always pull through and things work out in the end. If it's not okay, it's just not the end. <3
Wow thank you :)
I dont know about strong. Everything knocks me down a few steps, I dont manage to fight anything, I just let it get to me. Just like today. I feel weak for letting my dad still get in my head even after he is gone. But I guess I always knew I would never e able to rid him from my life, he has just fucked my head up and thats that I guess. I hate him for it. I hate him for being in the back of my mind all the fucking time. I am afraid of so many things because of him so my life is just well and truly fucked.
See what I mean, thats not a strong person, I am weak.
Thank you for your kind words anon ♥
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